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"Poetry is the spontaneous overflow of powerful feelings . It takes its origin from emotions recollected in tranquility." Night Soliloquy is a blog for the bomb-throwing, yaoi-crazed, and anime fanatic nikki hiiragizawa who can't seem to finish her unending task and get her way in the world (thus this blog). All opinons here, biased or biased, are from nikki-chan herself and to no one else. Randomness always ensues. About the New Layout
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I'm siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick >.< It's the second day of my asthma. It's gone worse. Now I'm having chills, fevers, and sinusitis. My mom forbade me to go to school today, but I had to attend a 7:00-8:30 class because we had an exam (if I don't take the exam today, I'm going to have to take the finals, and I hate taking finals! >.<). At least I went home after and had a chat with aoshi-dear, whom, in spite of our fight last time on Yahoo! messenger, was still cheerful as ever. He had to go to Canada for a while for a seminar...and I'm alone...nuuu...^^;;;; I won't have anyone to talk to for a while...I guess I'll stick to fic writing and playing RO. Maa, to cheer me up, here's a little quetion-answer thing...again ^^ 1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? Cough Syrup, Anyone? I don't feel really well today, maybe it was a premonition of the coming storm. I skipped my morning classea dnwe nt to UP only to take my departmental exam in vertebrate zoology. It was hard >.< All I can remember were ther fisrt letters of the mucle names and I can't remember anymore! >.< And then it started to rain so hard and I got all wet and sulky and dirty... So, that is why I am on bed today, with a thermometer, hot water bottle, and a nebulizer. My asthma decided to attack again, and it's making my throat and eyes and ears all itchy. T___T I can't go out, since the mere dust makes my lungs burst and I can't breathe. Luckily, I don't have classes tomorrow and I can rest...not!!! Absolutely nothing can stop me from playing RO...nayahaahahahahahaha!!!!!! ^-^ I had been working hard to level up my character but of course..it was pretty difficult. I guess I should post some screencaps here soon but I am terribly busy..not with Ro but with other things. Aoshi and I talked for a while yesterday before I looged off, and I challenged him to describe me even though he has only seen my pic...LOL!!! Interesting things you can learn... Ah...that's about it...he described me more but this is the thing that made me irritated...Hidoi Aoshi! >.< posted on Tuesday, August 19, 2003 , 10:27 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Tiring Sunday Ah...my feet hurt. X.x I had been walking for almost half a day at SM centerpoint. My friends all decided to come and have fun there. It's actually first time going to centerpoint ^^;;; <-- poor ignorant me, so I was basically excited. I guess I regretted that excitement. Those so-called friends actually made fun of me! They told me they want to watch League of Extraordinary Gentlemen but I'm not in the mood to watch it (and also for the fact that I'm terribly afraid of dark rooms ^^;;) so I told them to watch it and I'll wait for them. Four hours passed and no sign of them... Mou! I was really pissed off! I even sent SMS to Nin-nin so he could, like, help me find a single anime store and a sigle restroom in that damn piece of architecture. After a few hours, I found the store, which was conveniently just passing by my eyes without me noticing, and the restrooms...somewhere around a corner. I was calling my friends but they all turned off their phones. The nerves of those people! >.< I decided to go home instead and it was then that they revealed they were making some stupid joke and pleaded me to come back. With my pride hurt, I decided not to go back. Who are they anyway. I'll just go home and watch the whole Full Moon wo Sagashite I ordered earlier this week. The only problem is...I forgot what vehicle I was supposed to ride...and where it was supposed to go. Flustered, I just took a taxi...and got home 2 and a half hours after. To my friends Kaoru, Jeff, Mark Angelo, Shei and Alvin: Just wait tomorrow, you villains! I will have the last laugh! >.< For now, I'll sleep off my Ryouga Syndrome...zzzzzz. posted on Sunday, August 17, 2003 , 10:14 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Awake at 3 AM Ah...I'm soo tired I couldn't sleep. >.< We did some of the props today for next weeks Biology majors' dance/sing competition. Our prop making involved dipping all those backdrops in coffee and then ironing them...^^;;; It became pretty well afterwards. I could still smell the coffee in my hands...geh >.< I have finally started on my new E/T fic after that experience with "Songs Without Words." I could probably post the fic up at FFnet by next week. ^^;;; It's kinda cliche-ic...and supernatural. I don't even know if I have the guts to write it and if I should include all of my ideas in it ^^ I mean...even all those sexual tensions I have thought of for Eriol and Tomoyo...(I couldn't write right lemon stuff >.< Ahh..grief...). MAybe all those readers would finally forgive me after abandoning the older fic ^^;;; I do wish I haven't played Ragnarok so I wouldn't be addicted as I am now. I'm trying to stop playing pRO soon in order to igve way to my upcoming "difficult" exams. I prolly won't see my acolyte become a priest. T___T Here's a question/answer thingy I dug up from my inbox, sent by Keax. I don't have anything to do so I'm posting it here ^^: Ever been so drunk you blacked out: I don't really drink...
Missed school because it was raining: Lots of times ^^;;; Our house has a moat around it...LOL!!!! Kidding... posted on Saturday, August 16, 2003 , 03:11 a.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Happy Birthday to Me^^ Ehehehe...today, I officially turn 19 years old...gehhhhh....>.< .Yup this little spawn of evil is actually a year older. My classmates all went greeting me saying, "You don't look 19." Ah-hah...why can't they just say that I still have the height of a first year high school? T__T My friend Keio gave me the Pretear complete episodes... (Sasame, kakkoi!!!!!) My friend AStrid gave me a while new bottle of perfume - perfect for getting rid of the smell of formaline after I dissect cats..ehehehehe. Even though this was supposed to be a good day for me, Aug. 11 makes me remember of those things I had encoutered years ago, foremost of all those times I was with my best friend back in high school. Fourth year high would prolly be the year when I was most stupid. I actually liked a person (or even fell in love with) who doesn't really care for me at all. Well, he told me he loves me (that I even surpass his ex) and yet after some time of being together, he left me and chased after my girl best friend. I was so depressed I still couldn't speak to them until now. I don't know if I ever will be able to speak to them. It's not that I am not forgiving. I already forgave them a long time ago. I just cannot believe the fact that they would go in a relationship beind my back without me knowing it. The whole school knew aboutit, while I was alone left daydreaming about "him" and our college life. Disgusting. I was such a BAKA!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe I believed he loved me ^^;;;; I guess that's what you would call lovesickness. Until now, I don't know how real love must have felt. I write all those romantic fics, yet I do not even know if such a scenario could exist. I don't even see love between my parents ( they separated a year ago ) and I doubt that I will ever know. Maybe it's just OK to be practical. Maybe one day I'll marry somebody rich and then get a good life. I never knew such experiences I had foolishly acted upon would impact me greatly. There's so many things I want to undo, but many birthdays had passed, and nothing had changed. Another birthday on the verge of passing, and all I cn hope is be more successful in this road I had chose and walked on, and hopefull not commit the same mistake again ever. ^^ posted on Monday, August 11, 2003 , 10:46 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. More Ragnarok Rants I'm addicted. Yep. I finally admitted it. ^^;;; I'm addicted to Ragnarok. I'm excited to be a priest. Even though I am still at level 25, I'm starting to save up some money to buy the stuff priests will be needing. I'm also starting to look for rare items so I could sell them. I am not fond of collecting, so I just sell ChonChon Dolls, and Winds of Verdure and Crystal Blues to gain more zenny. I also decided to like Mjolnir and trained there. ^^ The sewers and Payon Cave are too stuffy! THere's too much people in there I wanted to heal those monsters so those mages and archers that kill steal will get what they want! Well, actually, I did something nasty in the sewers ^^. Some thief was fighting thief bugs, which mob, causing lots of damage. I healed him and decided to help him, so I went whacking my chain into the mob. And then he suddenly used HIDE and I was left to be tortured by those cockroach-looking creatures! My HP was nearing 1/4 so I decided to use Ruwach to make the thief's HIDE fail and then telepost so he'll ge the thief bugs' wrath. Muahaha! We met later at Prontera Field and I refused to give him heal. Serves him right! Right now, I'm intent on saving money. Sometimes I help Darkscythe (Nin-nin) train. I want to be his and axon's (Keio) tank so I could help them level up but my vitality is quite low. I guess I'll train so I could use my EXP points on vitality. My birthday's coming up! Gehhh...I dun want to get older. It means I have to leave some things from childhood that I'm reluctant to let go of. My birthday reminds me of my bestfriend back in highschool whom I fell for, until he decided to court my best friend ^^;;; I was so depressed back then, that I can't even let it go even after three years had passed. I wonder how they are now? ^^;;; posted on Saturday, August 9, 2003 , 11:11 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Ragnarok Addiction I have been ensnared by one of the best online games I have evert encountered. Maa...Ragnarok is so addicting I find it hard to leave it. My internet hours increased from 2-3 hours to a whopping 8 hours! -.- I have signed up in the game as an acolyte because I wanted to see how much ability has this what people call an underdog of the game. I think acolytes are pretty great, too. They can heal, fight undead, raise up defense and stuff like those. Unlike some of the mages who show off by summoning monsters and killing gamers or using strong magic to beat up a puny monster, acolytes tend to be kinder towards newcomers and the "wounded." They sometimes heal for free. ^^ I don't really regret choosing that profession. It was the first time playing an online game for me. I really find it fun. ^^ Although there are some people who pester me (like attacking me without reason!) or chase after me (LOL! some of them offered marriage. Scary!) there are some who could really give you advices on combat and give you necessary stuff. Even though I enjoy it, I don't think I can finish this game. I am too busy thinking about other things and I just cannot waste time there. ^^ I hope I can like, meet new people and be able to pass the acolyte test. Wish me luck! ^^ posted on Saturday, July 19, 2003 , 11:22 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Happy Birthday, Kogure! ^^ Ahh-haaah...My Ko-kun's one year older again. Well, he's not really my Ko-kun, but since I am his hime, I tend to be possessive...^^;;; gomenne, Ko-kun fans. I'm kinda on high today. anyway, I made a new fic to celebrate this occasion. It's shounen-ai, of course, and I was inspired to make it when I watched some Korean sitcom on cable...months ago. I forgot the title and the plot of the story and the only thing retained in my mind was the plot for MY story. Everybody wonders why I liked Kogure of all people in SD. For those who knew me so well, they expected me to like Fujima, cos he's the typical pretty boy. Well, I like him, too. But since Kogure appeared on the second episode, I was easily attracted to him, and sou, I forgot everyone else in the series including SendohxRukawa...whoops, I meant Sendoh AND Rukawa. ^^;;; I liked Kogure basically because of his simplicity, his tenacity and kindness. He's kinda the "model" of the group in terms of attitudes and I really like him for that. (Well, except for the fact that he looks cute in those short white shorts and glasses). Oh well, that is all I'll be saying now. I'm much too excited and hyper. ^^ I can't think of anything to write. posted on Saturday, July 12, 2003 , 02:01 a.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. High School I passed by my high school on my way to school, and I remembered those times I was part of the student council pretending to be someone I wasn't. I looked back at the old me back in my high school days, and I discovered with much surprise, that I am very different now. Before, I was quite grade-conscious, afriad of being rejected, always trying to be perfect. Now, I'm like...the opposite. LOL! Still, there are some things I cannot change within me, one example would be my extreme hate for people who don't wear their uniforms properly. When I was in HS, I make it a point to follow every bit of instruction about uniforms in our manual, and I diligently kept at it. Being in the Student Council, I was usually the one assigned in the uniform violators section. I cut the skirts that were too long (and I cut them in zigzags so they can't fold 'em...so cruel), I tighten neckties that hung too low (which ended up almost strangling my schoolmates), I dye those coloured hair with pentel pen ink (the refill), and I cut the boys' hair that were too long. Come to think of it, I really am fussy with neatness and proper clothing and stuff. ^^ Call me OC, but that's one of my striking ideologies. Maybe the part of the old me I hated most was my belief that teachers were always right. Even though they slave me until night, they make me check our papers, they spread gossips about me when the deliberation of honors come, I still believe they meant well. It was too late when I realized that what I believed was not true. No matter how noble a teacher's job is, there are still some who cannot live up to their missions in life, and I am quite disappointed with them as their student. Maybe that's why I wanted to become a teacher. If I could avoid doing those things my false teachers did to me sometime ago, I can make students see the nobility of a teacher's profession, and by that time, maybe I can forget about my depressions in high school. posted on Monday, June 30, 2003 , 11:04 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Here Kitty...kitty! Selphie-chan send me an e-mail yesterday. It's about a petition against the so-called 'bonsai kittens' being sold at bonsaikitten.com. At first I didn't believe it. It didn't seem possible that you can make an animal form various shapes like a bonsai. It seemed too cruel. That's why I clicked on the link with the e-mail. As I visited the site, I found their methods to be both scientific and traditional. Upon ordering, they place a cat in a jar of a certain shape (spehrical, cube...etc) and then seal it, drill a hole in it and send it with some instructions on feeding the cat and others. They seal off the anus of the kitty with super glue so that the jar will not be cluttered with excrements. The food will be served to the kitty in a tube placed thru the drilled hole and then to the cat's mouth. The cat cannot move, of course, and soon, it will assume the shape of its container, whether it's a trapezoid, rhombus, circular or cuboidal. I apologize to those who had read the site's offers thoroughly, but I was totally mortified. I couldn't believe that such a traditional act can be so cruel to animals. I read their guestbook and found out that many people loved this kind of stuff, and some of those who complained were assured that everything done in the site was legal and approved. I wonder why this site escaped the eyes of those against animal cruelty. Imagine the fate of the cat imprisoned in a very compact container without being able to have enough place to even just moe its paws. It cannot excrete wastes, so how long will it last? The same questions and opinions were given by the brave few as the GB of the site showed me. But they were told that they should refrain from questioning about rights and hygiene and long-term effects until they have read everything in the site. From the looks of it, the owner seemed to be confident - very much confident - with his project. With all those crimes happening in the world today involving the harm to humans, it might be a trivial thing, this bonsai kittens. After all, they are designed to be 'practical housepets' without fur all over the house, or claws scratching their owners. However, if this keeps up, how many more cats will suffer? If such a simple understanding and consideration of animal rights and pains cannot be understood, then how can we understand people like ourselves? posted on Tuesday, June 24, 2003 , 09:03 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Zoology Classes I had received quite a few subjects this semester but most of them were my major subjects. I have Biostatistics, Invertebrate Zoology, Vertebrate Zoology, and advanced Physics. ^^;;; It may seem pretty easy but it's not. It's not easy especially since I am supposed to be finishing my next CCS fic "Songs Without Words!" Some of my readers were starting to complain I update too long. ^^;;; But I don't have that much of a choice now, ne? I just finished the 2nd chapter of the HMS Forums fic we were making. Its characters are the mebers of the forum...and LOL! It was hilarious! I can't imagine me writing all of those silly stuff. I don't even know where I got the ideas...sigh. Right now, Geocities removed my bishounen cult site. I can't edit it, I can't upload any other pages to it and etc. I plan on moving to brinkster or envy.nu but since envy also has history of deleting accounts, I decided on brinkster. Even though it has a long address, It's easier to use it, I think. I don't know what to do yet, so I'm laying off for a while. It seems that the Meteor Garden Mania here in our place hasn't subsided since I first noticed it ^^. They are THAT popular. My poor Vic had had more fans again. ^^ (Did I even say that?!?!? Shame on you, nikki!) Oh well, it's coming to an end, the series, and they plan on showing the season 2 after it and replay the first season on another time slot. Pretty much to summarize it, everyone has the opportunity to watch the drama every day of the week. *applause* As I said before, I have nothing against MG, but isn't it going a bit too far? People would one day tire out of the schedule and it would become old as easily as it became a fad. Just my opinion though. Well, maybe instead of complaining around like this I better continue on reading for my quiz on Biostat for tomorrow. Jaa ne. Oyasumi =.= posted on Monday, June 23, 2003 , 12:06 a.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Bad Feelings Maa, this is the first time in history that I ever felt bad about the net. ^^;;; Everything I do in the net seemed so wrong. First, the new Hana Kimi scanlations have to be downloaded thru IRC and my IRC was disabled. Second, my FTP had expired and I had to download a new one...takes too much time, and third, I just had been robbed of my rights regarding the Eriol/Tomoyo fixed anniversary. I was hoping the volume 19 and 20 of Hana Kimi would be available by now but they were nowhere to be found in stores here. I had to do with scanlations...but I can't d/l them!!!!! My stupid IRC just stopped functioning and wouldn't open, and I had to get my CD to reinstall it. I wanna read it badly...-.- I don't even know why I registered for a site that uses FTP because I'd rather upload my site thru the net ^^;;; It was a big mistake. I am not really that proficient in using this kind of program (and my knowledge of HTML is not that great anyway)...gah...maybe I'd get a manual or whatever...(I'm not that quick to learining things) or maybe I'll move my site...T_T. I wish there was somebody to tutor me. ^^;;;; My Kogure site will be due July 18 and I haven't d/lded a new FTP. Maybe I'll just move it to envy.nu or virtue.nu. I do wish I could upload my site before Ko-kun's birthday... I don't know why I even made Eriol and Tomoyo's anniversary June 20 (I just computed their birthdays and came up with this), but I know my purpose. I even made a site in just a few hours, and a banner and a forum, so as to attract the people and inspire them to "pretend" the ExT's anniversary is June 20. I was asking for suggestions before I made the site and no one bothered to tell me other alternatives. Now, the ML I am in decided to make a fanfic contest in honor of ExT anniversary and they moved it Seotember 9 without my knowledge. -.- I remember they told it to me before but they didn't invite me to talk about it or make a poll or get the opinions of others. It just...suddenly changed. I know I shouldn;t feel bad about it because it's just a pretend anniversary and that at least, they have an anniversary but what about my feelings? Don't they know how much effort I did to think of a good date with enough reasons to use it? Don't they know how enthusiastic I was to make the site and that I already contacted lots of people and they all placed the "june 20" banners in their sites?! Basically, it's my feelings that was most affected. They didn't even tell me. They just posted it in the new rules...that was just so surprising for me. As a fellow E/T writer, I don't really hate those people who changed the date. They had been my acquaintances from the start of my fanficcing career. If only they had been a bit more civil and informed me about it instead of going into plans of the fanfic contest, then I should feel alright. Or better yet, they should have just planned the whole fanfic thing without including my anniversary date, rather than changing it. Now I have to pull down my site and e-mail all those who used the banner wiht an apology letter. I feel so embarrassed. They'll be asking me why, and I'll say "Because we decided to change the date ^^". It would definitely either be hilarious or disappointing in their parts. Maybe I'll take a break from the net. I'm so into it my whole life and emotions basically lives on just it. I'll just go back to my RL friends and start thinking about how unreliable the net can be. posted on Friday, June 6, 2003 , 04:07 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. For You in Full Blossoms I've been planning to do scanlating projects for my site. After all those death-defying exams, I plan on scanning some of my friend's manga and translating them. My starting manga was Hanazakari no Kimitachi E, a manga I recently loved thanks to the intro given to me by my co-members in TBC. ^^ It's really addictive, reading manga, and Hana Kimi, along iwth Penguin Brothers are my recent favorites. However, why is it that on the 18th volume of Hana Kimi, Ashiya had not yet discovered that Sano already discovered her? I mean, she's so dense ^^;;; Oh well, even if I complain how hard Ashiya's head is, I'll still be reading it, right? posted on Friday, May 30, 2003 , 02:52 a.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Meteor Garden: Late Reaction I have heard about the Taiwanese drama Meteor Garden some one and a half years ago. I was searching for sites with pictures of Vic Zhou Yu Min (Chinese/Taiwanese singer) and I found out that he was one of the cast of Meteor Garden (Lei). I wasn't really interested with watching the drama, since it's a spinoff of an anime named Hana Yori Dango and I beleived that watching it will make me lose my anime fantasies. But then, sometime in the middle of my summer school, the local television started broadcasting dubbed version of Meteor Garden. I went to watch it (cos Vic will be there *^^*) and I was harshly disappointed. Of coruse, my fellow Filipinos felt otherwise. They started to become overly fanatic with the singing quartet F4, where Vic is a member, started buying tons of posters, started wearing the same style of clothes, and started going home at exactly 5:30 to watch the show. I will be hypocritic if I say I didn't watch the show. I sure watched every time I had the chance. At first it was an interesting story. Girl gets bullied with the elite group of four in their school ,and everyone started to hate her, but she didn't give up. It was a good, clean start. However, as time went on, the story degraded into something foolish and not as meaningful as its start. It had become quite a rushed and unserious romance/drama program. Soon, I was watching it only for the sake of seeing Vic's cute face fill my screen. Meteor Garden-loving people would probably fill my inbox with flames when they read this and demand an explanation out of me. I never said the program was bad. I just said it's not as good as I expected, and I am terribly disappointed with my friend going gaga over it. The plot is good, but there is something wrong. If one is bullied with a boy from her school, will she easily fall into his trap and go it his house, be friends with him, etc? It is virtually foolish to fall for someone you had sworn to hate for the rest of your damned life. You can't even be friendly with him/her. So why did the story of the drama went that way? Why did the heroine fall in love with the guy who was bullying her in a matter of eight or nine episodes? That was only one of the questions I wanted to ask. They say it's a love story, where the girl is in a dilemma of choosing which guy to love. Well, the heroine sure had a dilemma, but love? I didn't think so. Sure, I said earlier the girl feel in love, and the guy too. But is there really an element of love in the drama? There are a lot of romantic scenes and mushy dialogues, but I didn't really see anything that is near to love. To me, it's just as if they were skipping here and there getting attracted to each other. It was too fast. The relationship was unrealistic. If somebody calls you his girlfriend, but you aren't, won't you get angry? If someone invites you to his house and suddenly kisses you, even if you are his friend, would you let him? If only they had given the heroine a little bit more of sensibility and awareness, and if the story didn't just evolve on making the characters fall in love with each other, but rather on developing them in order to make them people really meant for each other, it would pass as a good drama. I can't believe the heroine fell for her enemy so fast. I can't believe my fellow Filipinos were hooked up to this unrealistic world Meteor Garden had made for us. The niche made was certainly just a fantasy, like the anime, and it will never happen in real life. I think I'll just stick to downloading Vic Zhou Yu Min's songs. ^^ posted on Saturday, May 24, 2003 , 03:06 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Songs Without Words I was looking at my computer files a while ago (which primarily consisted of downloaded manga scans, Hyde videos and MP3's and I discovered I was only halfway thru my last chapter of "Caress of Venus" (an E/T fic). I was to busy with schoolworl that I wasn't able to keep up with my fic-posting schedule. ^^;;;;; My initial plan with that fic was to end it in angst. Tomoyo will kill Eriol as revenge for her family and then kill herself because of her love for Eriol. However, I was thinking of what my readers would say and got scared. What if they suddenly grew angry with me and fill up my inbox? What if they don't read my fics anymore cos they were disppointed? ^^ I decided to change it to a little happier ending....hehehe...I plan to finish it this weekend even though I am really really busy. After I finish that, I'm going to think a little on my new fic Songs Without Words. It's another Eriol/Tomoyo fic, but here, they have become step-siblings. I was quite discouraged when I get the reviews for the first two chapters of that fic. Lots were comparing my fic to Marmalade Boy, one of the anime I had loved the first time I watched it. Some said the plot has a tinge of Fruits Basket or Kare Kano, and it really pained me. I don't really know how I came up with this fic but it was not because I was watching Marmalade Boy or any of those anime! The plot at fist sure looks like Marmalade Boy: Tomoyo discovers that her mom wants to marry again, a Japanese from England with a son (Eriol) that was the same age as hers. She refused and didn't want to cooperate with the living together stuff. I'm sure any fics starting with this plot will be similar to Marmalade Boy, since it's one of the shoujo anime with the most conflicts in plot (they tackled almost every conflict a brother and sister in love could have -.-). But the fic, as I planned, doesn't end there and there just like MB. I plan the summary as follows:Tomoyo and Eriol, of course, fell in love with each other but their parents were against it. That is why their parents decided to separate them. Tomoyo goes to Yokohama, and Eriol stays in Tomoeda. Eriol meets Kaho Mizuki, a co-teacher of his in his part-time job (Tomoyo did nasty things to her...hehehe. In Yokohama, Tomoyo meets some guy (no name yet) and dates him for the sake of forgetting Eriol. but Eriol follows her to Yokohama and demands that she belongs to him only (a fact Tomoyo readily agrees to). They decided to keep their love for each other without telling their parents. Meanwhile, Sakura has problems of her own. She becomes addicted to a new singing star, Li Syaoran. She decided to go to HongKong to meet the man himself, but, without telling him that she likes him. However, she found out that Syaoran is not that same guy she idolized and she suffered a lot. (I forgot to say that I plan on Syaoran mistaking Sakura to be a boy and Sakura decides to let it happen and acts as a boy)Still, she kept up "pestering" Syaoran, until a former fiancee of Syaoran: "Li Meiling" shows up and threatens Sakura with everything. Here, the real feelings will be revealed. The real ending is still unseen, and since I have received some negative reviews on my fic in my mail, I don't know if I should continue it or not. I am not that confident that I could make this fic entirely different from anything, but of course, I wouldn't dare plagiarize. I'm still thinking...maybe I should ask the readers since they were the ones reading it? GGahhhhh...troubled. ^^;;;posted on Thursday, May 15, 2003 , 10:34 p.m. by nikki hiiragizawa. Anime...Anime...Anime...^.^ Vacation...sigh Finals!!!! Gahhh!!!! Something New |
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